Paradise

by Piercing Lazer

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I didn't want to upload this song until I was genuinely happy with my life, proud of myself, and never revisiting suicidal thoughts ever again. This is a victory song for those who have battled suicidal thoughts, and overcame it, who have won. This is to thank everyone who supported me and talked to me when I felt bad, when I felt like giving up everything.

It's also to encourage those still struggling with that to keep fighting, don't give up. For all of the reasons above, I'm releasing this as a free download. This is the last single from the latest Piercing Lazer album, "Vol. 7: Farewell to Sorrow": piercinglazer.bandcamp.com/album/vol-7-farewell-to-sorrow

If you are struggling with suicidal thoughts, or know anyone who is, please dial 988 and call that number (in the USA, I'm not sure if it's in other countries or not but you can try it). It's the Mental Health Crisis Hotline number. Lyrics are below.

lyrics

Verse 1

Death inside me, anguish set free
I can't say how deep is my misery
Brittle words, and brittle lies,
going in circles when I try
But you won't let me die
You know what's inside

Chorus

I'm on this hill again
Thinking that it's the end
Now I can see the sun
Because I can't run
After all my sacrifice
You are my paradise
I can look at my face
Now I know my place

Verse 2

I've done more for myself
Even when I'm stuck in hell
I'm not useless after all
After all the times I'd fall
I just do all I can
Now I understand

Bridge

I found something with substance inside
I thought I could only make mistakes and cry
Thought i'd never find the truth only the lies
And find more under this abusive guise
I am free
I am free
I am free

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